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Sunday, December 11

Cream Soda

A particularly bad day. A particularly bad weekend. I would love to complain to you all, but redundancy is not one of my finer points.

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Nice comment!

11:28 PM  
Blogger Michael said...

Wow! What do I say? Hmmm...Thanks Angela, that is funny that you find it inspiring. I find it tough to maintain. Thanks Sherry, I don't mind if you comment on here, it's pretty cool actually. I have to say tho, that I haven't fully accomplished being honest. I really hate saying that, because at first glance I tell the truth. It is when I look deep down and find that there is a thin layer of lies surrounding every thought that I have And like you said Sherry, it starts when we are kids. So, needless to say, it is simply a deeply engrained bad habit to hide my true thoughts. It's no wonder I've had such a hard time holding conversations...when I have a little honesty vs. truth battle raging up in my head while I am talking (or listening).

Anyways, it's inspiring that my latest epitaph (humbling honesty) is inpiring.

4:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Can I join in?
Sherry has very good points.
I've been being in a friendship that I concern is the best one I had never had before. Therefore, I've told him many stories about me, expecting him knowing and sharing with me. Of course, I'm very glad to hear his stories too. But he barely tells me his stories. Sometimes I feel like Sherry does;"the dark hidden truth/lie makes it hard to communicate" or understanding each other is communication.
Angela pointed out things that I've been recently asking myself too. Why do people seem like hiding their true feeling? Personally, it is a fear. A fear to face to the truth.
I do very often all what Angela mentioned, trying to hide my real feeling or sometimes to please someone else.
It's not bliss sometimes.
So...Michael! Keep being honest. It's good when the honesty makes you be real. I'm learning now, trying to be honest with myself. It's hard for me doing that.
You're cool, Michael.

12:22 AM  

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