Tunnel Vision

Now that I have posted in my HH.com website, I feel much better. I was feeling down again. Up and down, up and down...good-sucky day. Ya know, I'm still feeling like I have much to learn about getting over ex's.

Always on the edge of learning something new. I'm starting to feel something important coming around the bend. A new realization. You know how they come...for an instance I see things clearly. I take a second look and it is gone. Over the next few days or weeks, life offers up some clues to that clearness in my vision. The life inside me starts glowing. And then, the wave curls over me and I am riding it...and I wonder, "Where have I been?"